11th Day Without You

Cherie asked me yesterday, do I know what day is today? I said no. She replied and say it's been 11 days without you, Ah Che. The whole family miss you very much. The crying period is over but we miss you everyday. Waiting for you to online is part of our daily life now. You've change all of us. You are part of us and will always be. Mom told me that she intent to call you once every week. Your class is starting next week and all of us might be busy again. Oh gosh, the song Mr. Flower is playing in the media player. Makes me more emotional. Sa Rang Hae. That's what I want to tell you now. Go, go, fighting! Let's fight for our dreams and goals everyday to the maximum in two parts of this world.

I miss you....

3 more SONY BMG CD's down the list

When is Lee Hom's album releasing?? I wanna get it di le... Lee hom's latest album "What's wrong with Me" really tells a lot about the recent Lee Hom. I find him changing quite funny in a way and that album tells me everything! I want that album!

Plus, I wanna get 柯有纶 3rd album! But it's only releasing on november I guess. I've become a true fan of Alan Kuo ever since his 1st album. He is one of those that work on chinese rock. Love him lots! His songs are just so touching, but still Lee Hom is priority! LOL

萧宏仁 is the 3rd album that I wanna get. He's quite an attitude singer. He didn't want to go to 超级星光大道 and get popularity. Plus, he compose his own song. So, I must 支持创作歌手!!!

OMG! Something similar among them 3 is that they all are from SONY BMG! Gosh! I'm being super Sony fan soon! haha... but nevermind, as long as those singers are great, who cares where they are from?!

But something I'm worry and scared is that I'm buying too many albums. I only buy original CD's and I'm kinda addicted to it now. But I really find it worth because you can know the whole album and the quality is good. Plus point for original CD's is that you get to see those beautiful pictures of theirs and see how every singer made their album into a piece of artwork! Yeah!

When I talk about collecting original CD's, it's actually kinda my hobby and my interest. But friends around me will think why. Haiz... But suddenly it reminds me about 张栋梁... eww... but I remember when is was still in Astro singing competition, he said that he loves to collect original CD's too! That's the only think I like about him I guess.... Haha... other than that, like his dance moves sucks man! 爱的很疯狂.... then push his jacket to the back... yucks!

You can do it!

Wa! Long month of trials is finally over but not SPM yet... haha

Everybody seems to be 'saturated' with all studies di but I am looking forward to really revise kao kao and do my best when SPM comes... sot 1 right?!

Haiz... but I'm still a normal person... I'll be lazy for this weekend and start studying next week onwards. U guys reading this sure think I'm super crazy. I'm not, I'm just more hardworking than ordinary friends around me.
Not to say I love studying but that what I need to fulfill. That part of the life that the society gave me and what the society expect from me.
I always seems to be studying extra hard ( compared to other friends ) but it turns out the results of mine and others are more likely the same. Actually there is 2 answers for that question.

1. I'm not as smart as a lot of friends around me. I feel blessed that I have the opportunity to study in a good class a.k.a. smart class but at the same time I need to work extra hard and pay twice the effort in order to achieve the same level of 'smartness' during exam as others. I'm not trying to be humble but that how I 'survive' in my class currently.
2. I don't go for tuitions like others. So many friends of mine go for tuitions nearly every subject! Bio, Chem, Physics, Add Maths, BM and more.... But I don't! Perhaps that's the difference but I don't want my life to be more lifeless that attending tuition after tuition...

Whatever it is I never regret what I did and I will not regret what will I do next. Like what Wei Qi always say 'life live without regrets, but lessons'. =D

I told myself at the beginning of the year that I wanna balance up my studies and all the co-curriculum. So, there is still 3 more month for me to prove to myself that I can do it! Believe in what I believe is what I do and never question my believes because

I BELIEVE MYSELF!

离别

这是我第一次面对朋友父亲离去。面对着自己的‘姐妹’的父亲离世，除了感到遗憾，更为她家人感到担心、难过。

我妈昨天更是因为打羽毛球跌到了，膝盖跌烂了，头也撞上车轮。幸亏的是伤势不严重，可说是不幸中的大幸了。比起我妈妈，我朋友的父亲就没那么幸运了。

他因为地上滑就跌伤了，还跌伤了头部。那是上个星期日的事情，那天还在商场上碰见他们一家人。哎，只可以说老套的那一句人生本无常啊！

很想对我朋友做点什么，但又害怕加重她的伤感。在这里，很想告诉每个人要好好照顾自己。人生其实很脆弱。爱自己，更要珍惜你身边的每一个亲人、朋友、甚至邻居。。。一个问候，有时候真的可以brighten up someone's day!
不要害羞、不要再等，因为nobody knows what will happen next!!!

我很庆幸，因为 I'm LIVE-ING. . . . .

Pandu Puteri Station Games

I want to thank you to all my beloved girl guides that had made this year's station games a success. I really appreciate and I'm proud of each of you. Love ya all!

Actually it was so stress to think of something new for the seniors to play on this year. We (me, Kimberley, Joe Ann and Dinah) had agreed to cut down some stations that we did for the past few years like the big spider web if you girls remember and also the testing drink.

I kinda messed up with the groups but thanks to Joe Ann and Cherie that helped me organised, I manage to pull that off. Special thanks to Kimberley for new great ideas too and all the help you contribute to the squad! I won't forget about Dinah and Amira. Last but not least, I will like to thank special friend from PBSM which is Tai Yee Won and my sister Charmaine Chin, which is a former president of our girl guides also.

Hmm... Let's refresh what we've played that day... I meant you girls la...

For me the 'game' that I played that day is to run and run and run all around to make sure everything goes right. Yet, Michelle's group did mess up a few things but overall it was a great and fun day.... Isn't??

Har? Where to go? What clue is that?!

Go! Team, Go!!!

Yes, dear... It's a nutrient drink..... Add more water so everyone can have...

7 women, 7 bags, 7 cats, 7 kittens?!

Blow!!!!

ONLY FOR GIRLS!!!

Taste this! Smell that!

Genia and Michelle are so ready to get wet! Close your eyes first dear!!!

Help! Is this the correct group???

Poor Genia...

OK, let you girls splash... but you all suppose to say good comments more than splashing 3 of us... kesian sangat tau tak??

Lastly, I want to record my appreciation towards my sis, Charmaine Chin that had been a very good camera girl on that day. Or else we can't even enjoy the pictures now. Thank you!

The FOURIAN's GARDEN

It was such a shock on thursday! I was happy about what transformation we had made to the garden. I even bought camera! But, I still can't get over what happened.

Our beautiful garden of us =)

See the signboards? We did it by reusing aluminium tin can orr!! Nice?

And more and more visitors pouring in everday.... =)

Of course, the bench... but.... It is broke already....

I don't know how to fix it and where I should get the money for that! It's heart breaking to see something that you've care for it break it in front of you!!! The judges is coming in one and a half week time! How can I fix that??? I don't know will I have the money to build a new one.... but Kelvin said something that I agree.. for the first time I guess... BTW, he said if is not our members that broke but other students or event he judges that broke it.. It will turn out even worse.. So I think I should take this opputunity to build another bench for the gaeden. And thank god that Wei Qi is willint to take the responsibility to fix it back. I really hope that the new one can come out before the judges come! I really pray that tommorow's workshop with the form 1 and 2 will be a great one! =)

物以类聚，人以群分

Yesterday, I really learned what is 物以类聚，人以群分 的道理。
There was a new girl in class and too bad that the class went so wild on that day!
What's worse is that the girl was from KELANTAN and typical guai guai lui malay girl. I really wonder how she feels about the class. And our kindergarden like class is just so sick. They started to play truth or dare and everybody kissing around and fooling around. Obviosly I'm not one of them but I was really sick to see what happened in our class. Now, I really know why am I not flirting or hanging around like them, because I'm really not one of them. Like what Jing Yi said, I will not want to be one of them.

Plus, it was a stress day for me (Nearly breakdown) but the one that really broke down was Shawn, not me. But I also learned something new, I'm one the kind that stress out and treat my responsibility very serious and sometimes this seriousness make me so stress. Yet, if I'm not the one that is stressing about so many things, who will I be? one of those idiots too? Then the world will not be balance and gain no improvement. Like what Shawn say, 我不下地狱，谁下地狱？

I'm happy with who I am and Iim even happier for having great friends like Shawn, Jing Yi and also Wei Qi that always support me and really care for me. No one is perfect, but together we can make our lifes better. I LOVE YOU ALL!!! muakxx! ^^ Friends Forever!