DIE-ing

WA!!! I'm sitting in front of the computer the whole day to finish up the articles and also the senior page. Gosh, both are finally done after the long hours. Feel tired now but really glad I'm done will all of these. Thank God mom didn't scold me by doing all these. She had changed the way she treated me these few weeks. Maybe she really think that I know what am I doing and know will how to prioritise my things well. Like she always says, 'BIG GIRL DI MAH...'

Ouch, my shoulder is aching so badly now!!! Haiz.... because of me facing the computer for the whole day typing and searching. Just to get the articles back after I've reformat my computer. I actually nearly lost my own Chinese and Malay article that I wanted to hand in to publish in the year book but thank GOD I did back up months ago on my other hard drive and it's safe. Thanks to the help of the searching tool provided my windows.

I'm now so sick with downloading whatever nonsenses for the computer and I'm really desperate to have a new PC or maybe a notebook. Mom says wait till I get into collage and when I really need high tech stuff because this lauya computer is good enough for surfing the Internet for the little ones at home.

I really wanna thank Shawn Cai for ones man. He actually saved my life by helping me doing the senior page. Professional memang professional. He helped me finish the page in 3 hours only! But, it's quite plain actually. Yet, I can just add up a few stuff on it and it will turn into a BLAST! So, I'm actually half way done with my senior page.

It's midnight now and I think I should get some sleep already because I'm getting up at 6a.m. just to support my little twin sisters' sports day. Going mamak with mom after sending them and while waiting for the event to start. It has been quite some time since I last eat mamak. Roti Sardin I'm coming! ^^

Singing Dream

I guess it's because my dad influenced me on loving music, I somehow had love music like forever. I remember when I looked back to my kindergarden report book, it actually said my singing was A!!! haha.. but what can you expect from a little kid?!

I recieved from jinq ru today about a music workshop about how to compost, write, mix, record and many more about music. I immediately decided to go the moment I saw it. To me, being into the music industry is just a dream. I doubt about my ability to be in this skillful and hectic industry but like anybody else, I must dare to dream because there is where posibilities come from.

Singing is just a part of my life, an important part (especially during exams). Music just plays on my head whenever, even when I woke up or when I'm having exams. Don't know is it a funny thing to others but it is what I experience 365 days a year.

I always think that should I go to try out any singing competition but what's pulling me back is I don't want to be stucked at Malaysia even I've succeed my dream. Plus, I think my singing is just at 'bathroom singing' level... or perhaps more.... at least oI'm still on tune la... Whatever it is.. It's really getting closer to SPM so now my duty is just STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!!!!!!

蕭閎仁, 我爱你!!!

蕭閎仁的专集果然很好听哦! 他的专集不是说一听就说很好听、会爱上他的音乐的一张专集，但是他的专集绝对是值得再听的专集。 当你仔细聆听的时候，可以发现的创作非常特别，我现在真的爱上他的音乐了，而且我要不断宣传给其他人了，如果你被我选中的话，恭喜你咯！因为他的音乐真的很吊！！！

我的最爱是 ‘学会”。想要吗？要就跟我开口咯！我真得太爱蕭閎仁了! 他这张还比王力宏的摇滚怎么了好听多了!!! 真的!!! 相信我!!!

蕭閎仁超级歌迷 上

17 and me

Guess what? today is my birthday, my seventeenth birthday but it's just another day, in fact, is even more lifeless than usual days. I stupidly went to school because Yee Won asked me to go but end up she did not went herself. OK, fine with that but when I went to school the school is just so quite and dull. Practically none of my friends went to school expect for Wei Qi and Joe Ann. I must admit that I'm quite sad about this birthday. Dad didn't even say a happy birthday to me at all but at least mom still remembered my birthday....

The only thing that makes me feels better is the message from Charmaine at UK. It really made me felt someone cares about my birthday.... Cherie and those lil 3 ones also did quite a lot of preparations for my birthday presents as usual that makes me laugh always....

Whatever it is life still goes on.... Just will forget this stupid and meaningless day of the year tomorrow morning.... sigh is the only thing to do now... Why so sad 1 ar?? I also dono la....

Zoo Negara Trip

Charlotte, Cherie and Christal at the zoo entrance.

Guess how much is the entrance fee?? RM15 for an adult?!

I enjoy being a children long long time ago... lolDaddy and mommy taking picture with me..

erm... I meant the giraffe (my siblings)... haha...This is a Sumatran tiger... It's swims!!! love him lots!!
^^Moo...
It makes me think about moo ice-cream that is baned my our
Minister of health... sob...It's me with some flamingos....

Cherie with the rhinoceros.... on top of her head?!

This is the picture I love the most! At the Wall's Cafe! =)

So, Zoo Negara is the only 'holiday' I went for this raya holiday. It's been quite a long time since I've last visit the zoo negara. Very tired now but the lil ones did enjoy. I guess this is the first family trip after Charmaine left us and will be my last trip before my SPM comes.

Kirstin Wong just reminded me just now that SPM is just 40 days left! So scary number! That's why I never dare to countdown. Oh gosh, I really need to get studying already. I'm totally freaked out now! So far I've got 2 of my results in my trials of SPM. I got A2 for Chinese and A1 for accounts la... but I'm not satisfied about both of it. I really hope that I can get As for those subject that I'm good in. I don't think I'll get A for my add maths and science subjects. 3 more days to school reopen. I hope I can get my results but meanwhile I'm scared about it also. No matter what it is, I've tried my best and need to look forward to the real SPM!!!

谢谢你

你比我更了解我自己

你比我更学会珍惜

多庆幸一路有你

让我前方的路更清晰

那一年的冬天

我们在伦顿的大街上

我们肩并肩

走过未知的明天

谢谢你 陪我走过春夏和秋冬

谢谢你 让我人生不再一样

我会珍惜我们的回忆

当你追逐梦想旅途

我会在这里支持你

用微笑欢送

迎接美好的懈逅

我知道 这一切都为了你好

可是一次又一次让自己崩溃

请放心 别担心 我会过得好

because you are in my heart

今年的这一天

你将独自飞往那一边

机场的离别

是人生的起点

谢谢你 陪我走过春夏和秋冬
谢谢你 让我人生不再一样
我会珍惜我们的回忆
当你追逐梦想旅途
我会在这里支持你
用微笑欢送
迎接美好的懈逅

I wrote this song recently. This is the first song that I've compose completely. Quite funny but I want to show this to my sister, Charmaine that is studying in UK now. Go, go, fighting!!! Yeah!!!

11th Day Without You

Cherie asked me yesterday, do I know what day is today? I said no. She replied and say it's been 11 days without you, Ah Che. The whole family miss you very much. The crying period is over but we miss you everyday. Waiting for you to online is part of our daily life now. You've change all of us. You are part of us and will always be. Mom told me that she intent to call you once every week. Your class is starting next week and all of us might be busy again. Oh gosh, the song Mr. Flower is playing in the media player. Makes me more emotional. Sa Rang Hae. That's what I want to tell you now. Go, go, fighting! Let's fight for our dreams and goals everyday to the maximum in two parts of this world.

I miss you....