Everybody seems to be 'saturated' with all studies di but I am looking forward to really revise kao kao and do my best when SPM comes... sot 1 right?!
Haiz... but I'm still a normal person... I'll be lazy for this weekend and start studying next week onwards. U guys reading this sure think I'm super crazy. I'm not, I'm just more hardworking than ordinary friends around me.
Not to say I love studying but that what I need to fulfill. That part of the life that the society gave me and what the society expect from me.
I always seems to be studying extra hard ( compared to other friends ) but it turns out the results of mine and others are more likely the same. Actually there is 2 answers for that question.
- I'm not as smart as a lot of friends around me. I feel blessed that I have the opportunity to study in a good class a.k.a. smart class but at the same time I need to work extra hard and pay twice the effort in order to achieve the same level of 'smartness' during exam as others. I'm not trying to be humble but that how I 'survive' in my class currently.
- I don't go for tuitions like others. So many friends of mine go for tuitions nearly every subject! Bio, Chem, Physics, Add Maths, BM and more.... But I don't! Perhaps that's the difference but I don't want my life to be more lifeless that attending tuition after tuition...
Whatever it is I never regret what I did and I will not regret what will I do next. Like what Wei Qi always say 'life live without regrets, but lessons'. =D
I told myself at the beginning of the year that I wanna balance up my studies and all the co-curriculum. So, there is still 3 more month for me to prove to myself that I can do it! Believe in what I believe is what I do and never question my believes because
I BELIEVE MYSELF!
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