从前的我，好像 ‘死了’

我活在一个
死世界
未来。。。
我看不清楚
或许 从前
太美丽
现在
人性的丑陋
捏碎 我
小小的心灵

学习孤单、寂寞
是我的 现在式

请问 小姐、先生
人是否可以
依赖着过去式
快乐的活下去？

Long Lost Blog

LOL.... for those of you that actually reads my blog, I'm sorry that I've not been updating recently.... and now I'm at a cafe called Chatters because MY STREAMYX IS DOWN... don't ask why, it's just streamyx people?!

OK, BTW life it's full with challenges lately, but there's so many things to learn each day and I did a lot of adaptation in this past 3 months. To me, it's really a journey to be a better person, to become a more knowledgeable person. I wanna say Thank You to my dear 2 friends in L2, May Zhen and Ah Miao (Melvina) , without you girls, I wouldn't know how miserable my college life will be..... I'm really looking forward to what will 3 of us go through this year and hope we will create great memories in life.... ^^ love ya!

and of course, I miss my old girl friends, I hope they miss me too.... Jing Yi, Joe Ann, Yee Won, Kirstin and many more.... Oh Gosh... Suddenly I wanna hug everyone that I know and say I LOVE YOU!!! LOL... K la end of the emo time and thank you if anybody reads this and please leave me a message so I know my blog is actually alive... LOL.... TQ!

Biggest April Fool..... Blame SAM programme!

yes, it's once in a year- APRIL FOOL but I didn't get any fools from others.... expect for me fooling others about legal ER test... then the biggest fool start to come about...

A good friend of mine sms-ed me this morning, asking whether am I interested to go to watch F1 Malaysia GP if he can manage to get tickets for me (obviously for free la...)

My first reaction is, OMG! F1! The only sports that I watch on ESPN or other sports channel.... duh! My brain, body and soul all said 100% YES, YES, Y-E-S!!!

We went on discussing about how many ticket and bla-bla-bla.... Until the told me that he reserved 4 tickets for me, there's where problem comes....

I didn't realise when was F1 Malaysia GP actually, because I've been super busy with my studies, SAM programme, which practically eats up all my time.... it's seriously a FULL-TIME basis programme man!

Let me define what is FULL-TIME meant in SAM,

1. it requires you to choose 5 subjects, each an hour a day (that means you see your lecturers EVERYDAY!!!) which means being in college from 8 a..m. - 3 p.m. or 4 p.m.
2. homework are given on daily basis, practically having assignment, homework, presentation and so many other things, which takes up your evening and night time
3. read up before the lecturer's start their lecturers.... which takes up your midnights or early morning
4. do revision because there's always a test around the corner.... which takes up your weekends

so, DO I HAVE TIME TO KNOW WHEN IS F1?

Ans: NO! I don't even have time to watch TV or read newspaper... perhaps 5 minutes TV break or reading the headline of newspaper 0nly....

Continue with the story.... then my mom told me that we are going back to Ipoh for ching ming this weekend.... I started wondering when is F1 suddenly..... when I looked up on the net, you know what it says?

IT'S THIS WEEKEND!!! (TOO.... )

This is still killing me now... but there's still homework that requires my attention after I posted this post....

Moral of the story:

Who to blame for having such
a big April Fool?
blame SAM PROGRAMME!!!