Monday, January 04, 2010

I cherish moments being alone =)

I remember back then in secondary school, I was someone who hate to be lonely. As time goes by, I've changed. A year in college really made me change a lot, but, deep down inside, I'm still who I am.

Now, I cherish the moment being alone, not interrupted by anyone and anything. I'm not a writer, but I am definitely a big dreamer. I always have some wild and big dreams (Eg: to start a campaign to stop global warming, coming out with business ideas..... yada yada yada.... and of course, trying to be a composer of songs.... LOL)

It's already 2010 and I'll be 19 this year. It's time for me to take responsible of my life. I don't feel like 19 at all sometimes, as the generation has not nurtured us to act like our age. I have so much things yet to learn about life and time is running short. Before I even notice, I will be done with my degree and stressing about what my career will be. Sometimes I even wonder what I really want in life. To study and get a degree with beautiful results like any other people?? HELL NO!!! It's just sometimes people around me cared about grads so much that I tend to forget what my real purpose of study is. I want to empower myself with skills and knowledge, not merely getting As. I bet that should be the real purpose of everybody studying out there.



OK, I know I'm really getting random here. But just wanna share a story I shared last night.

There are 2 types of students studying for UPSR,PMR and SPM nowadays. Well, maybe it existed ever since. BTW, the 2 types are:
  1. to study and gain knowledge (so when they get in to exam halls, they answer according to what they truly understand.... sounds like a 'duh' question about why is there education right??)
  2. to study and master the exam techniques (sad to say, there are many students nowadays scoring As and now A+ because they know what the examiner wants as a PERFECT answer)
Being one of those in the first category, sometimes I really feel angry for the 2nd group of people scoring As not because they know the subject well, but know what the PERFECT answer is rather than understanding it. I'm just a 19 year old girl and can pin point out what are the weakness of our education system, why can't just those adults sees us?? Well, that a whole different topic to talk.

But after I got through my KBSM stuff and moved on to take South Australian Matriculation (SAM), I felt that those that will survive well must be the 1st group of people ( I bet those that are studying other country's education will know what I meant). Study should not only about scoring As on the paper. I truly believe you can't judge a person through a piece of Q&A. A SMART person should be book smart and also street smart.

So, my resolution for 2010 is to don't mind too much about the grads and focus on learning new skills and realising some of my big dreams. Sounds wild enough to be. Well, basically I just wanna like my life to the fullest.



Song of the day: Light of My Life by Lee Hom & Lara Fabian

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Pratha anyone?!

Just another day of stonning at home. Cooked lunch for younger sisters =) This was my first time making pratha, so there are much more improvement can be done. But, according to my sisters, it was good! TQTQ. I'm sure making more soon ^^


What? We're making pratha? R u sure?!


It's actually quite easy. First, you need a pratha bread and toast it ^^!

Second, cook your fillings. I've choose to use chicken sausages.

Third, have a sauce. I'm lazy with that. Just got some canned tomato sauce. XD

Lastly, put your fillings into your pratha. Add some cheese too ^^!!!


THEN.....





WALAA!!!!!!! Yum yum =)

Happy cooking yo!

Guess tomorrow is another stonning weekend.... Wanna go to bed now but my tummy is still filled with the awesome french fries my dad bought back. It was really satisfying though. ^^

Friday, December 04, 2009

Practicing law after a law degree? PLZ think twice...

My blog is being toooooooooo rusty.... Finally had the mood back to blog. Or should I say having the time to be emo?!





BTW, what suprise me was that my blog got a comment from a SPM student (about a month ago) thanking me for my SPM bio notes tips.... haha.... well at least it made me felt that my blog wasn't that insignificant.... :D



I was just reading back the advise I got from my cousin sister which was a law student a few years back. For those that might not know yet, I've enrolled myself for a twinning Law Degree with Reading University, UK offered by Taylors.



That means that I'm going to the Lakeside Campus next year!



Gosh, can't wait till the open day comes. But, one thing I'm worrying is that we are the guinea pigs :S




OK, so back to the story. She was telling me that Law is a very difficult subject to study and requires a great deal of planning, professionalism, hard work, money, research and networking. Great determination, good grades and skill alone is not enough.


Back in schooling days, she was actively participating in debates, public speaking, involving in human right events and stuff that a law student would be doing. Her dream was to be barrister. She has enjoyed her Law degree but when she went through barring, trying to get qualifications to be a certified lawyer, she saw so many reality, which are shameful ones, about law today.


She told me that legal profession is actually about obeying the law, respecting seniority and using the law to find solutions, that sometimes is not justice at all. It is one of those professions where a judge can call you up to his bench to declare that you are wasting his time and need to be so much more intelligent to carry on with a case.


Friends of hers who are still in the dream of being a lawyer has struggled much financially. She said that being a lawyer does not earn enough to even pay up your own debts for the first, not few, but the first 15 years of time. It was heartbreaking for me to hear that statement, although my passion was not to practice law. For the first time I felt that legal profession is like other professions such as government servents that are doing so ambitious and important job, yet not well respected by public.


Guess I should now just pack my bags and throw away even the thinking of MIGHT pratice law and focus on how law triggers thoughts and grow my knowledge to be a wiser person instead.




So, after reading of so much trouble being in law, you might wonder why did I choose law? Many are shocked when I told and YES, I WAS AMAZED BY MYSELF HAVING THE COURAGE TO STUDY LAW! Especially knowing I'm not the person that can sit still for hours reading. But, the real intention of mine studying law was to widen my perspective of things around me. I felt that law has allowed me to think outside of the box, to know the alternative solutions of something.


I do LOVE LAW, but until the current moment, I think I still stays as a LAW
STUDENT THAT DON'T INTEND TO PRACTICE LAW FOR MY LIFE!

haha... you may laugh....
it's really funny to me.... XD =.='

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Obama's Speech on Climate Change

Following is the prepared text of President Obama's speech on 22 September 2009 to the United Nations General Assembly, as released by the White House.


Good morning. I want to thank the Secretary-General for organizing this summit, and all the leaders who are participating. That so many of us are here today is a recognition that the threat from climate change is serious, it is urgent, and it is growing. Our generation's response to this challenge will be judged by history, for if we fail to meet it – boldly, swiftly, and together – we risk consigning future generations to an irreversible catastrophe.

No nation, however large or small, wealthy or poor, can escape the impact of climate change. Rising sea levels threaten every coastline. More powerful storms and floods threaten every continent. More frequent drought and crop failures breed hunger and conflict in places where hunger and conflict already thrive. On shrinking islands, families are already being forced to flee their homes as climate refugees. The security and stability of each nation and all peoples – our prosperity, our health, our safety – are in jeopardy. And the time we have to reverse this tide is running out.

And yet, we can reverse it. John F. Kennedy once observed that "Our problems are man-made, therefore they may be solved by man." It is true that for too many years, mankind has been slow to respond to or even recognize the magnitude of the climate threat. It is true of my own country as well. We recognize that. But this is a new day. It is a new era. And I am proud to say that the United States has done more to promote clean energy and reduce carbon pollution in the last eight months than at any other time in our history.

We're making our government's largest ever investment in renewable energy – an investment aimed at doubling the generating capacity from wind and other renewable resources in three years. Across America, entrepreneurs are constructing wind turbines and solar panels and batteries for hybrid cars with the help of loan guarantees and tax credits – projects that are creating new jobs and new industries. We're investing billions to cut energy waste in our homes, buildings, and appliances – helping American families save money on energy bills in the process.
We've proposed the very first national policy aimed at both increasing fuel economy and reducing greenhouse gas pollution for all new cars and trucks – a standard that will also save consumers money and our nation oil. We're moving forward with our nation's first offshore wind energy projects. We're investing billions to capture carbon pollution so that we can clean up our coal plants. Just this week, we announced that for the first time ever, we'll begin tracking how much greenhouse gas pollution is being emitted throughout the country. Later this week, I will work with my colleagues at the G20 to phase out fossil fuel subsidies so that we can better address our climate challenge. And already, we know that the recent drop in overall U.S. emissions is due in part to steps that promote greater efficiency and greater use of renewable energy.

Most importantly, the House of Representatives passed an energy and climate bill in June that would finally make clean energy the profitable kind of energy for American businesses and dramatically reduce greenhouse gas emissions. One committee has already acted on this bill in the Senate and I look forward to engaging with others as we move forward.

Because no one nation can meet this challenge alone, the United States has also engaged more allies and partners in finding a solution than ever before. In April, we convened the first of what have now been six meetings of the Major Economies Forum on Energy and Climate here in the United States. In Trinidad, I proposed an Energy and Climate Partnership for the Americas. We've worked through the World Bank to promote renewable energy projects and technologies in the developing world. And we have put climate at the top of our diplomatic agenda when it comes to our relationships with countries from China to Brazil; India to Mexico; Africa to Europe.
Taken together, these steps represent an historic recognition on behalf of the American people and their government. We understand the gravity of the climate threat. We are determined to act. And we will meet our responsibility to future generations.

But though many of our nations have taken bold actions and share in this determination, we did not come here today to celebrate progress. We came because there is so much more progress to be made. We came because there is so much more work to be done.

It is work that will not be easy. As we head towards Copenhagen, there should be no illusions that the hardest part of our journey is in front of us. We seek sweeping but necessary change in the midst of a global recession, where every nation's most immediate priority is reviving their economy and putting their people back to work. And so all of us will face doubts and difficulties in our own capitals as we try to reach a lasting solution to the climate challenge.

But difficulty is no excuse for complacency. Unease is no excuse for inaction. And we must not allow the perfect to become the enemy of progress. Each of us must do what we can when we can to grow our economies without endangering our planet – and we must all do it together. We must seize the opportunity to make Copenhagen a significant step forward in the global fight against climate change.

We also cannot allow the old divisions that have characterized the climate debate for so many years to block our progress. Yes, the developed nations that caused much of the damage to our climate over the last century still have a responsibility to lead. And we will continue to do so – by investing in renewable energy, promoting greater efficiency, and slashing our emissions to reach the targets we set for 2020 and our long-term goal for 2050.

But those rapidly-growing developing nations that will produce nearly all the growth in global carbon emissions in the decades ahead must do their part as well. Some of these nations have already made great strides with the development and deployment of clean energy. Still, they will need to commit to strong measures at home and agree to stand behind those commitments just as the developed nations must stand behind their own. We cannot meet this challenge unless all the largest emitters of greenhouse gas pollution act together. There is no other way.

We must also energize our efforts to put other developing nations – especially the poorest and most vulnerable – on a path to sustainable growth. These nations do not have the same resources to combat climate change as countries like the United States or China do, but they have the most immediate stake in a solution. For these are the nations that are already living with the unfolding effects of a warming planet – famine and drought; disappearing coastal villages and the conflict that arises from scarce resources. Their future is no longer a choice between a growing economy and a cleaner planet, because their survival depends on both. It will do little good to alleviate poverty if you can no longer harvest your crops or find drinkable water.
That is why we have a responsibility to provide the financial and technical assistance needed to help these nations adapt to the impacts of climate change and pursue low-carbon development.

What we are seeking, after all, is not simply an agreement to limit greenhouse gas emissions. We seek an agreement that will allow all nations to grow and raise living standards without endangering the planet. By developing and disseminating clean technology and sharing our know-how, we can help developing nations leap-frog dirty energy technologies and reduce dangerous emissions.


As we meet here today, the good news is that after too many years of inaction and denial, there is finally widespread recognition of the urgency of the challenge before us. We know what needs to be done. We know that our planet's future depends on a global commitment to permanently reduce greenhouse gas pollution. We know that if we put the right rules and incentives in place, we will unleash the creative power of our best scientists, engineers, and entrepreneurs to build a better world. And so many nations have already taken the first steps on the journey towards that goal.

But the journey is long. The journey is hard. And we don't have much time left to make it. It is a journey that will require each of us to persevere through setback, and fight for every inch of progress, even when it comes in fits and starts. So let us begin. For if we are flexible and pragmatic; if we can resolve to work tirelessly in common effort, then we will achieve our common purpose: a world that is safer, cleaner, and healthier than the one we found; and a future that is worthy of our children. Thank you.


I personally think this is an empowering piece of speech and shall not only be heard but be also followed. We really don't have much time left to change before it's too late. Nobody knows when is too late but when if we already knew it's too late, then we will be regretting of not doing anything already.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

敢爱敢恨,活在当下,是件幸福的事

刚才,看了一位姐妹的blog, 知道她又有男朋友了,那一点也不奇怪。咳,谁叫她就是那么的感情丰富嘛?!但,她这个男朋友嘛,是做翻版的,开始时,真的会为我这位姐妹担心。她不顾一切的爱着她,不管众人的批评,勇敢的爱一场。就单单是这一点,就足以让我佩服了,因为我不会有那么大的勇气,去承担世俗的眼光。

婉,我想告诉你,我其实看好你们俩,因为你们是真的彼此相爱着。你们的爱情没有错,只是不懂你的人,会一再地伤害你们俩,因为毕竟你们是有距离的。我在此衷心的祝福,你能改变你们俩的生活。人可以穷,但不能穷心智。我想这句话,你明白吧?有理想,有目标的人,一定能成功的。我还是那一句话,千万不要放弃学业。就算你知道你不用有一张文凭,也可以闯出一番事业;也还要记得世界是现实而残酷,因为他们只看文凭。再一次的祝福你们俩回有美好的未来。加油咯!Go, go, fighting!!!

敢爱敢恨,活在当下,是件幸福的事,不是吗?
璇子

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

真的好久没有一个人呆在家,毫无烦恼的尽情享受自我的空间。

现在已经是八月了,离 trials 的时间也是仅仅的3个星期罢了。 我知道我该读书了,但心却想被丢向那无止尽的大海,四处漂流。

烦恼嘛,我想连佛祖都会有,但又有谁想拥有它呢?我现在只想把烦恼抛诸脑后,我行我数!

人,只要活得开心就好,不是吗?


未知的明天,如果少了自信,又剩下些什么?

Sunday, August 02, 2009

WOW! It's August

WAW! Amazingly I've been surviving in SAM (Self Abuse Matriculation). I know this might not be the worse nightmare in life but for a 18 year old girl, it is quite a big achievement. I've already reach the preparation stage for my final exam and collecting my last few internal assessment marks. And as things go along, it just get harder and harder.

This week itself I'm going to have my Legal Studies Extended Response Test 3 and MOOT COURT is starting on FRIDAY!! OMG, I'm so freaking out because I'm 100% not prepared... Erm, expect for the dressing part. I've volunteer to be the prosecutor of the case- the robbery case. Sounds cool huh? You ain't know what work is waiting for you man! Trying to figuring out what to charge the accuses is already a challenge. Next up, you have to prepare everything, yes, I meant everything you need to argue in court- showing your evidence, examine your witness, beware of inadmissible evidence, etc, etc...... the list is like never ending!!!

Why did I get myself into this trouble? Because I want to testify do I really wanna to a law degree. So, this is the best time for me to figure out should I do law.... =)

Question for you: ' Cheryl is doing a law degree.' - Does that sound weird to you??

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

我相信天有眼,正义的存在。总有一天,他们会后悔自己所犯下的过错。

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Check out Tun Mahathir's blog!

http://www.chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/

Check out Tun Mahathir's blog!

I'm not saying this because I'm a fan of him. I was kind of too young when he was in office. But certainly he did great things to Malaysia.

BTW, my point here is there is a poll about choosing Science and Maths in English or BM.
So vote for your sisters, brothers, little juniors, relatives and all Malaysian kids. Just stick to English and keep progressing la?! Can't we just settle the fact it's for a better future of all Malaysians?

WE NEED TO MAKE THINGS CHANGE IF MALAYSIA REALLY WANT TO GLOBALISE AND COMPETE WITH OTHERS!!!

No matter how painful will this be for some kids, especially for Malay background speakers, LET'S JUST DO IT FOR BETTER FUTURE!

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Haze, H1N1 flu and what's next on the list?

I came to college quite late today, about 7.30 a.m. Fetch by mom and I can see clearly how bad is the haze now. The smell is just awful and duh! BAD FOR HEALTH!

On the radio, the reporter says the H1N1 reported cases has shoot up to 144 cases. I wonder how much will it be tomorrow. It seems to be that Malaysia is the only country that is so conscious about the flu because in UK and Australia places, you can't even get mask in ordinary pharmacy. That really shows how much their people care about the flu. People continues to travel and it seems that this flu will be no big deal to all countries soon. Yet, Thailand had confirmed their 3rd death due to H1N1 flu this morning. So, will H1N1 kill all of us soon? Not really, the haze can be another contributor to YOUR FUTURE DEATH REASON.

It's difficult to live in our Mother Earth now and I'm not sure what can happen next if people continue to MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS BUT NOT THE EARTH!

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Power of the Rain

OK, I'm not talking about the Korean famous star, Rain but really the rain, a gift of nature.... R-A-I-N

Yesterday, finally it rained.... wow, after for how long my dear? Malaysia had been very very hot for months already and I had forgotten when was the last time it rained... I sighed many times yesterday, for joy and disappointment.

For joy, it's because finally it rained. Especially with the haze that we get now, it's not as bad as previous years and hopefully it wouldn't get that bad. This is another sign of GLOBAL WARMING! It's a WARNING! Can't everybody just see it? Everyone can make a difference, but only I can make a greater one my own here.

As for disappointment, of course is telling myself what is happening in this world, to our planet Earth that has caused 'her' to suffer so much and perhaps this is what GOD want us to suffer and force us humans to wake up and stop being so SELFISH! Where will this lead us to? Oh gosh.... Rain, wash away all sin, can you?

Wanna ask you a question, didn't you feel great after the rain? not complaining how hot is the weather?

Sunday, June 07, 2009

SMILE, SMILE, SMILE! YOU'RE GREAT!



This video makes me feel like saying,
"The world is great, you're great! Everybody is just AWESOME!!!"

Lyrics that you need it's all here!!!

http://www.lyricsplugin.com/

I've just discover this AWSOME SOFTWARE that is FREE, FAST TO DOWNLOAD AND SUPPERRR COOL!!!!!

Most lyrics, chinese, english and malay that you need are there.
You can even contribute if you want.... for those that don't have.... maybe some local songs wouldnt have lyrics but majority of them have it here ready for you!!!

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Hey, would you want to use such butter stick?

Imagine you and your silly brother using the same stick... after he sneeze on his bread?! well, I think it's why it's not on the market.... =p

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Dragon Boat Festival

Happy Dragon Boat Festival everyone!

actually I'll rather call it Qu Yuan Memorial Day....

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Come back, Cheryl

2009 had been a hard year for me, I've lost myself. I am living but not a lively one. I don't feel contented in my life. I don't know where am I heading to and why am I who I am now. This is such an awful feeling. I miss my life. I don't know where is it.


当初的那份感动已离你远去
剩下的就只有遗憾吗?

Friday, May 22, 2009

S-O-L It's Hoooolidayyyy!!!!

SHOUT OUT LOUD! IT'S HOLIDAY

Gosh, this holiday is real long from the last and years have not been this fast in my life, everything around is just moving too fast and memories just slipped away before you can ever realise....

OK, so I did do well about my last Semester 1 paper, Accounting Studies. I know MZ will so wanna kill me if she ever reads this. But, I don't really wanna do well for Accounting Studies. Haiz, now I wonder whether I may be an accountant or not, because all this while in my dictionary, it's a HUGE no-no to persue an 'Accounting& Finance' degree.... Hmm... Don't know how di...

Me and 2 Mel-s when to Peppercorn today.... AGAIN... after Legal Studies Consultation with Mr. David. I must say he's so dedicated to his work, well perhaps like what my mother said, 'Oh, such a young lecturer, NO WONDER...'. So, we ate lunch and 3 of us borrowed stories books and aim to read it during this 2 weeks holiday... As you may know, I'M SO NOT A READING PERSON, I HARDLY READ A BOOK!

Too sad to say ah Miao needs to Sleep and pack her bags to head back to Kuching. I think she should be landing by now di... Hehe..... So only me and Mel went to Pyramid. We wanted to watch 'Night at the Meuseum' but then we walked too slow and missed the show. Instead, we went shopping.... Great shopping man! I spent so much... x_x officially broke here.... anybody wanna belanja me makan or something?!

so, Happy Holidays to all SAM Students..... Enjoy and relax, I bet for the last time before nightmare comes..... =.=

Saturday, April 25, 2009

从前的我,好像 ‘死了’

我活在一个
死世界
未来。。。
我看不清楚
或许 从前
太美丽
现在
人性的丑陋
捏碎 我
小小的心灵

学习孤单、寂寞
是我的 现在式

请问 小姐、先生
人是否可以
依赖着过去式
快乐的活下去?

Friday, April 10, 2009

Long Lost Blog

LOL.... for those of you that actually reads my blog, I'm sorry that I've not been updating recently.... and now I'm at a cafe called Chatters because MY STREAMYX IS DOWN... don't ask why, it's just streamyx people?!

OK, BTW life it's full with challenges lately, but there's so many things to learn each day and I did a lot of adaptation in this past 3 months. To me, it's really a journey to be a better person, to become a more knowledgeable person. I wanna say Thank You to my dear 2 friends in L2, May Zhen and Ah Miao (Melvina) , without you girls, I wouldn't know how miserable my college life will be..... I'm really looking forward to what will 3 of us go through this year and hope we will create great memories in life.... ^^ love ya!

and of course, I miss my old girl friends, I hope they miss me too.... Jing Yi, Joe Ann, Yee Won, Kirstin and many more.... Oh Gosh... Suddenly I wanna hug everyone that I know and say I LOVE YOU!!! LOL... K la end of the emo time and thank you if anybody reads this and please leave me a message so I know my blog is actually alive... LOL.... TQ!

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Biggest April Fool..... Blame SAM programme!

yes, it's once in a year- APRIL FOOL but I didn't get any fools from others.... expect for me fooling others about legal ER test... then the biggest fool start to come about...

A good friend of mine sms-ed me this morning, asking whether am I interested to go to watch F1 Malaysia GP if he can manage to get tickets for me (obviously for free la...)

My first reaction is, OMG! F1! The only sports that I watch on ESPN or other sports channel.... duh! My brain, body and soul all said 100% YES, YES, Y-E-S!!!

We went on discussing about how many ticket and bla-bla-bla.... Until the told me that he reserved 4 tickets for me, there's where problem comes....

I didn't realise when was F1 Malaysia GP actually, because I've been super busy with my studies, SAM programme, which practically eats up all my time.... it's seriously a FULL-TIME basis programme man!

Let me define what is FULL-TIME meant in SAM,
  1. it requires you to choose 5 subjects, each an hour a day (that means you see your lecturers EVERYDAY!!!) which means being in college from 8 a..m. - 3 p.m. or 4 p.m.
  2. homework are given on daily basis, practically having assignment, homework, presentation and so many other things, which takes up your evening and night time
  3. read up before the lecturer's start their lecturers.... which takes up your midnights or early morning
  4. do revision because there's always a test around the corner.... which takes up your weekends
so, DO I HAVE TIME TO KNOW WHEN IS F1?


Ans: NO! I don't even have time to watch TV or read newspaper... perhaps 5 minutes TV break or reading the headline of newspaper 0nly....

Continue with the story.... then my mom told me that we are going back to Ipoh for ching ming this weekend.... I started wondering when is F1 suddenly..... when I looked up on the net, you know what it says?

IT'S THIS WEEKEND!!! (TOO.... )

This is still killing me now... but there's still homework that requires my attention after I posted this post....

Moral of the story:

Who to blame for having such
a big April Fool?
blame SAM PROGRAMME!!!